Normal
I'm exactly the same. Bought ours in September last year and had one small outing. Spent a lot of money on it over winter getting things right. Went on a mechanics aircooled course. Watched so many videos and still get in thinking am I going to get there. Bought all the spare parts, hasn't let me down yet, so should feel less anxious. Takes about an hour then start to relax. Taking her to Black rock sands soon from the midlands. longest trip so far.